I am feeling very, very grateful today.
My dad once told me that when he ponders his life and his many blessings, all he can think is "You've gotta be kidding me!" He said he knows it isn't fair that one man should be so richly blessed. That's exactly how I'm feeling today. I've been cleaning the apartment, trying to get life back in order after vacation and holiday mayhem, and instead of feeling grumpy about it (like I usually would), I am feeling overwhelmingly blessed.
I am grateful to have the opportunity to stay home with my son. I am grateful to witness little moments, like when he knocked over the laundry basket today, and as it hit the ground he said, "Bonk!" Then he leaned over, put his hand on the basket reassuringly, and said, "Ooo ok? (You okay?)" in his little voice. I love that he comforts inanimate objects the same way that I comfort him.
I am grateful for services like AAA that come right to my home and fix my battery when my car won't start.
I am grateful to be able to wash and fold my husband's clothes neatly and take care of him in this small way. (I usually hate laundry, but today, for some reason, I was able to see it as a labor of love.)
I am grateful that I can take a warm shower when I have a cold (makes me feel better every time).
I am grateful for my in-laws. Seriously, I won the lottery when I married into the Nielson family. We had such a great time with them last week. I love every single one of them more than I can express in words.
I am grateful that I have gone to see a counselor these past few months who has helped me realize that I don't need to be perfect and I shouldn't be so hard on myself. (That was kind of scary to admit to the worldwide web.) More to come on this topic at some point...just trying to figure out how to put it all into words.
Life is so good. I feel like I close many of my blog posts with that phrase, but it's just so true. Life is good, and I am so grateful.